Forgive Me

The only reason I utter these words is 'cause my heart skipped beats

and the nonrhythmic pulsations made my eyes weep, when I tried to speak

Forgive Me...

Forgive me for my actions were unintentional and I didn't mean to cause

pain but refrain from heartache.

Forgive me for my intentions were good but my heart interrupted the waves

my brain radiated against good and bad intentions.

Forgive me for regret haunted me because the past still resides

where my fears lie and pure intentions become dirty.

I lost myself...

I was too far broken the pieces turned to dust, shadowed envy created by lust,

too many lies impossible to trust, buried sorrow contradiction was a must.

We both know the heart can be misleading and contradict the conscious

Yes you can blame my ignorance for not being able to separate fate from free will,

forgive me, I know your heart will heal.

The only reason I utter these words is 'cause my heart skipped beats

and the nonrhythmic pulsations made my eyes weep, when I tried to speak

Forgive Me...

My heart beats words that my lips cant speak

Forgive Me...

My heart beats words that my lips wont speak

Forgive Me...

“Dreaming”

They say sleep is the cousin of death,

But I can’t seem to stop my eyes from rolling to this place where emotions lie.

I blinked twice and I saw your face,

Hoping this time my words wouldn’t run you away.

‘cause this race that I’m running has no imaginary finish line,

And I’m feeling that once I get there you won’t explain why you left me behind.

I stopped to catch my breath ‘cause I thought we were moving fast.

I felt my lungs collapse ‘cause I couldn’t carry this deadly mass.

I asked you for help, but you unwillingly grabbed my heart and put the pieces back together in the dark.

I couldn’t fathom that once you helped me stand, you immediately started running without me in hand.

You finished one race without me and started another, and didn’t care that I was stuck there in trouble.

I was drowning in death’s cousin, and you made this place my home.

Allowing me to fall as you freely roamed.

Then that’s when I woke up and realized,

That this place is where all my true emotions lie…

*your true emotions live when you’re dreaming… So, WAKE UP!*

~Poetic Melodee

The (black)vs. Hebrew woman

THEY say beauty is in the eyes of the beholder...

THEY say your body is ART... draw on it...

THEY say your hair has 2 much life in it...

KILL it... with the LYE 2 straighten it UP

so you can LIE it down

THEY tell you to FALL and worship their music...

and use your body for THEIR FAME... THEIR GAIN

YOUR PAIN....

Subject to be ridiculed not because of the color of your skin

But because you wont SHOW enough skin. to fit in...

This... their world. you live in...

Now you dress and talk like THEM to fit IN

Hair a little straighter....

Talk a little dirty...

SHOW A LITTLE MORE SKIN

Now your a the last question... should I LET THEM in?

Your beautiful temple... now manipulated by the lye(LIE)

Starved from the truth... looking for SUPPORT

in THEIR WORLD... IN THEIR FAME... IN THEIR GAME...

causing YOU.....

PAIN....

OPEN YOUR EYES... SEE THEIR TRUE PLAN

THE ONLY WAY TO CONQUER, IS TO DIVIDE THE LAND

How come they know everything about you.....? but you know

NOTHING

about YOURSELF....?

HEBREW WOMAN.. YOU ARE THE WONDER OF THE WORLD.

BECAUSE LIFE COMES FROM UR WOMB

YOU WERE THE FIRST....

AND WILL BE THE LAST WOMAN TO FEEL

THE SOFT LAVENDER SHEETS,

AND ROYAL COLORS DRAPE ACROSS YOUR BEAUTIFUL

HEBREW ROYAL SKIN,

BACK WHEN WE RULED THE EMPIRES.

YOU..

YES YOU, CHOSE WHO WOULD RULE

THE VAST KINGDOM

OF GOLD AND WEALTH.

YOU WERE MADE FROM ROYALTY

SO THEREFORE YOU ARE ROYALTY .

YOU KEEP YOUR HEAD HIGH,

AND YOUR BODY RESPECTED.

YOU GIVE ULTIMATE RESPECT,

AND IT IS COMMANDED

TO BE GIVEN BACK TO YOU...

YOUR BLOODLINE SPLIT THE RED SEA

FED THOUSANDS OUT OF LITTLE,

BUILT THE ARK,

AND MORE...

YOU ARE

A HEBREW WOMAN...

YOU ARE NOT ONLY THE SPIRIT OF MANKIND,

BUT THE OTHER HALF OF A DIVINE CREATION.

SO MY HEBREW WOMAN

BE STRONG, BE CREATIVE, BE POSITIVE, BE VIRTUOUS , BE LOVING

BE....

YOU.

Past Of Exes

A wreck

that's what i am...

sitting here crying

as I'm reminded of you.

Songs on my ipod

that makes me think of you.

Think of those good days

we had,

and the bad.

But it helps me realize

that i have to let you go...

stop letting my pain and past control my mind

My friends told me to let you go...

and now I can say I'm doing it for myself.

Breaking these shackles,

and cutting these strings

you no longer control me.

As all my hurt and negative energy

leaves from within me

I run and run,

till I can no longer see that dark cloud,

that was once chasing me.

I am proud to say you no longer haunt me.

A lesson learned

time to love my life

time to do me.

Happiness is what i will seek

No longer living my past of exes and defeat.

B.Wms

Journey to Sanity

:::We Have To Wake Up People:::

We're on a crash course to hell
Roads twisting and winding
But who's really driving?
Things running through my mind and...
I don't know who's to blame
This entity called by many names
But it's the price
Chosen to pay for fame
Our sanity must we Regain
Again and again
A fight that never seems to end
Doing what I see
Just to fit in
Waking up the next morning
wondering...hmm
Where on earth have I been
And with the rising of the sun
this deceitful journey begins
It begins again
A revolution is upon us
We cant see it
Too blinded by the dust
To be blind is a must
And to be a circle instead of the square
Uniquely designed, our differences are
unjust
And with their mind control
shall our brains begin to rust
Its a Journey to Sanity
So much corruption
Yet they state
"In God we trust"
BUT
Who's their God?
Everyday we're controlled
Deceit, lies, betrayal
in all that we behold
So addicted we cant seem to let go
But truth be told
only a few really know
We have to b-r-e-a-k free
Cant worry about how others see
IT
Different is what I long to be
We gotta wake up to begin to feed
LIFE
Break out the chains
to plant the seeds
Until we break this routine
we'll never be able to
find or finish this
Journey to Sanity!

"Untitled" 3-Aug-2010

Eyes closed

and all I envision

Is You

Your smile

your eyes

the way you smell

I'm so wrapped up

your presence

immaculate

Your vibe

escalates my frequencies

so high

so fly

You can feel

my bass drum

as your soul dances

to the rhythmic beat

captivated by the exotic sound

My frequencies engulf thee

I watch the fire

as it builds inside you

Catch your breath

exhale the essence of  love

Exhale

the very being

of infatuation

the universe revolves

it is around us two

that it finds

its energy

Who am I?

I am the question

that lingers

I am the sweat

that traces your brow

the sweet taste

my flavor

intoxicates all your senses

my love is undefined

The beat of my heart

awakens the desire

embedded in your soul

Lights out

I'm your lighthouse

without light

My delicate

yet POWERFUL

vibes guide you

to your desired port

Dock your love

In my <3